yay for babies?

i guess not. hedda didn't seem to be too happy with the fact that she was having a baby. it was never directly said that she was having a baby but from how they talked about it i can assume that she was. for babies to be such miracles hedda sure wasn't happy to have any part of it. she tells them that she isn't filling out and she's the same as always. she didn't want to be a mother even though i'm sure that would have cured her overwhellming boredem. but no, she didn't want that. i think her suicide says a lot about her as a person mainly for the reason that she knew she was pregnant, she knew there was a life inside of her that depended on her and she still took her own life and in turn the life of her unborn child. i'm sure it happens everyday but it still seems so crazy to me that someone could be so selfish. she could've had the child and maybe her life would've been better, maybe not but i doubt a kid would've made it any worse. that pretty much cemented the idea of hedda being a not so good person in my head.